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[Alicia Lovegrove]

Alicia took a small five day break from the camp. She had put Soren in charge but she knew that he would tell someone else so he can shadow her. It was how he was and if he didn't she would be surprised. He knew a big three out in the mortal world alone was bad. She would still do it though, it was so much easier to think when she wasn't crowded by people. The Greek Renegades needed to start building if they planed on staying there. Alicia was just afraid that another war would start and their would end up being two burnt camps now for the Greeks. She knew that there was a Roman Renegade and she also knew who the leader was. All thanks to some spies that Alicia set up awhile back to make sure that she could get information on the two camps. Alicia right now was making her way towards the battle field that Sam died at. After the war was over and the battle was lost and won, Alicia had burned Sam's body just like she wanted her too. Alicia made a stone mark where Sam had died so she could visit it once in a while. True it was kinda weird for a stick to be in the ground standing up with no others around them. Alicia at the time didn't care about what it might look like to mortals, she just wanted a place for her to remember Sam. Alicia had bought a red rose to place on her grave site. This rose was different and was actually wooden so it would never wilt. Alicia knelled at the grave and put the rose in the ground. It stuck up next to the board of wood marking her grave. Alicia didn't cry anymore when visiting here, she wanted to cry but she just couldn't. After the war she hardly cried anymore and it was a strange sight if she did cry. Most people after a war would be moping and stuff but Alicia got right to leading. It distracted her from her grief in a way which was a good thing for her. Instead of sulking she was being useful and helpful to people she cared about. She didn't personally care for the Greek Renegades, they were like her family even if she didn't personally know them. A lot of people would come up to her and introduce themselves to her so she knew who they were. Alicia tried to get to know at least everyone's names and their parents so she knew. She was the leader and she needed to know if anyone had a weakness. If she didn't learn them so she could protect them then what kind of leader would she be? Alicia sighed and looked at the grave in front of her. She sat cross legged and put her hands in her lap. "Sam. You did fight very good. I will always think of you." Alicia tapped the bracelet on her right wrist. Sam had given it to her just before the battle started. It was just a normal bracelet but it had Sam's name on it, Sam had one with Alicia's name on it. Some would say it bounded the two together during the battle but it actually was just a symbol. Even when they were apart they would always be together. Sam's bracelet she was wearing when she died had been burned with her in the pyre. They didn't burn all of their people, most of them were buried where ever. Alicia sighed again and just looked up at the sky. She truly did miss Samantha. Behind her she heard some footsteps and she quickly made sure there were no tears running down her face. If it was Soren or another person that she trusted then she wouldn't have cared to much. Although if it was someone who she did not know all to well she wouldn't want them to see her cry. She hardly let anyone see her cry anymore because she felt like it was a sign of weakness.

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[attr="class","seeyoubody"] Soren made a point not to visit the old battle sites, it was more of a political move than anything in his eyes, he wasn’t here to relay past moments or reconcile with the loss of loved ones, he was merely out looking for someone. As much as he respected the lost and those who had given up their lives valiantly in a time of war, he couldn’t spend time mourning those who were never coming back. He had already accepted the past, and let it pass. For him, there was no use in dwelling on what was to be left behind, those days were behind him and rightfully so. Soren was always more of the practical man, with a mindset of getting straight to the point, and the Son of Nemesis was direct in his approach to his endeavors. To him, it was the quickest route to success, and Soren wasn’t one to bet on the feeble hand of luck, more a waste of time than anything in his eyes.[break][break]

There she was, just the one that Soren had been looking for. Alicia Lovegrove. Soren typically stayed at her side, but when she wanted her peace Soren would give her just that, it wasn’t much of a problem for him, and managing the camp in her absence was not difficult. Although Soren didn’t have such a knack for it as Alicia did, he was not a difficult person to get along with. Respectable, cunning, but at the same time, friendly enough as to not ward people away, Soren didn’t have a problem with most people, unless they proved themselves to be someone who Soren should have disliked. Soren was not much for wrongdoers and those who commited sins against the world and it’s order of things, hence why he didn’t like the Romans, their Renegades in particular. If anything, the Greeks were the ones who should have had the right to spite and wish to avenge their home and loved ones, seeing as the Romans destroyed theirs. The satisfaction of justice being served against the Romans was not something Soren would miss out on, and he would be damned and chained to the bowels of Tartarus himself before he ever decided on cooperating with the Romans. He didn’t hate the Greek joint campers as much as he did the Romans, but their cause was one that he would never find the will to agree with, and he would fight his own kin, flesh and blood with tooth and claw for it until his final dying breath. A persistent endeavor that sparked much of Soren’s will for retribution. [break][break]

Soren wasn’t all too sure if his presence had been made known to the blonde Daughter of Zeus, although he wasn’t going to be parading around with a neon orange flag across his back. Soren crouched next to Alicia, his arms swinging below to the ground, barely brushing the top of the bladed grass before they returned on top of his knees, the Son of Nemesis perched over, a small smile on his face. His own set of hazel eyes briefly darted towards the ruby red rose that had been placed as a marker, he knew it was Samantha’s, seeing as how he knew her back from Camp. The two of them weren’t quite close, both the both of them were close to Alicia so they were bound to know eachother, although Soren couldn’t quite say he knew her how Alicia did. “Now now, today’s too nice of a day to waste on being sad, Alicia”, Soren said with a small smile, being as sympathetic as he could have been, which was a rather large feat for the Danish man. He wasn’t exactly what one would call in touch with their feelings, or other peoples much for that matter. He had Alicia, and protecting her was mostly what mattered to him.[break][break]

Alicia Lovegrove | 655 words | first soren post, hope you enjoy c:

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[Alicia Lovegrove]

Alicia did not know that Soren was even in the same area as her until she felt the air shift around her. The air was moving around Soren trying to get around him anyway. He knelt next to her which made the wind stop hitting her. It wasn’t cold but the wind did get annoying sometimes. She loved the wind because it helped her fly and get away from danger but most of the time she hated the wind. Even if the outside temperature was not cold, if it was windy then that made it cold outside. Alicia leaned against Soren’s arm softly hoping not make him upset. She knew that it wouldn’t but she couldn’t help it. She loved the warmth that his body gave off and she just loved how calming he was. He had always been a calming person to her even when they first met. When they first met Alicia was very confused about her feelings for Alex and didn’t know what to do. Soren seemed to make the feelings for Alex go away and he made her feel like she had a purpose. She trusted him with every fiber of her being. He was her second in command she had no room for doubt with that decision. Alicia listened to Soren when he spoked. She knew it wasn’t a day to be sad, even though she was in a neutral mood. She was not happy, at the same time there was no sadness written on her face. She was upset because Sam had died but it was the past and she could not change it. No matter how much she wanted to change the past, there was no time machine. If she went back in time who is to say that the future would not change. Sam was more of a leader type than Alicia was and most people knew that. Even with being a daughter of Ares, Sam had been able to lead a lot easier than Alicia had. Alicia’s father was Zeus, everyone knew that, they also knew that his children were natural born leaders. Alicia was one of the natural leaders, she lead most of the capture the flag games back at camp. She looked at Soren and smiled at him. ”I’m not sad Soren. I’m actually neutral in this. I miss her, but i can’t change the past. I just come here every now and then to tell her how everything is going. She would have joined the renegades, I’m sure of it.” She spoke softly and slowly. She didn’t want to ruin the peaceful air around the two right now.

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[attr="class","seeyoubody"] Soren tucked an arm around Alicia, a soft smile pulling at the corners of his lips as he tugged her form closer in and towards him. Rarely ever did Soren show a gentler side to himself, this was quite a rarity, something that really only ever showed around Alicia. While Soren had harbored feelings for Alicia for a long time prior to the relationship they were now in, Alicia had other relationship commitments, and it was not his place to intervene in them. As an upholder of justice and balance, it would upset things greatly if he went after the object of his lust anddesire, to put things in their most simple form, because to him, Alicia was everything but an object, she was the second half to him to make what the Son of Nemesis could only describe as feeling as he whole. A closeness towards others which he lacked the feeling, could only be made up for by Alicia. Soren was friendly and easy to get along with, but so often he put distance between himself and other people. He was a superior officer in the Greek Renegade camp, and while Soren was all for a hands on approach to interaction and intervention, everything had its limits and would need to be put through a system of checks and balances. He couldn’t have the rest of the camp get too comfortable with thim, lest they disrespect him publically. Even from a neutral standpoint, there wasn’t all that much to criticize Soren on, he made sure that he was especially just and dealt with things in a professional matter that disintegrated conflict easily. All that needed to be satisfied were the Greeks taste for vengeance against the Romans.[break][break]

Soren tilted his head slightly, but noded in response to Alicia. He had never visited the gravestones of anyone too dear to him directly, he had never had the need for such. The closest he had seen was the burning of shrouds for his fellow Greeks, whether they had perished at the hands of monsters, on the treacherous path of a Quest, or through the endless bloodshed and conflict that had gripped the Camp when the Fire Nation, er, Roman Legion came, and burnt their camp to a hollow crisp. So many lives were lost that day, it was only fair that dutiful vengeance be sought against the perpetrators, something which Soren would continue to perpetuate in his well known crusade for revenge. Well the fact that it was a crusade for revenge wasn’t the most well known, and his positions on the current situation closely aligned with that of Alicia, the two of them were very close in opinion, though that seemed to be more of a mere coincidence than anything conspired between the couple. Soren wouldn’t have let Alicia coerce him into a set of beliefs, and he hoped he hadn’t done the same for her, but being in a relationship with a child of revenge could tend to rub off on people, and Soren wasn’t exactly the most positively influential person if the best was for this hatred towards the Romans to be extinguished. [break][break]

“I know you miss her, and if coming here helps with some of what you’re feeling, babe, that isn’t at all a bad thing… I know it’s hard”, he said with a small sigh. Realistically, he couldn’t relate to what Alicia was feeling, he willingly left behind all that he knew in pursuit of his own set of values, and it led him to Camp Half Blood and a woman which he so dearly loved, none of which he had regretted. Soen was a firm non-believer in fate and destiny, whatever a person's actions were made could not be predetermined, though they would ultimately balance out, lest intervention be required. Soren wasn’t about to let anything hold him down in life, and he ran away, a decision he had yet to regret, and one which he likely never would have regretted.
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Alicia Lovegrove | 666 words | ;D

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[Alicia Lovegrove]

Cut the Cord I got a way of making noise, the power to destroy with no static. Dont be a casualty Alicia leaned into Soren even more as he spoke. If it was not so bad to miss her why did it hurt? Why did she sit here feeling guilty about Sam's death. She died to young and before her time all because of some Roman girl. If that girl had wanted revenge on Alicia, the blonde sure did not know why she would. Alicia looked up at Soren and smiled. She actually loved the man next to her, even if she had loved Alex before. Right now she loved Soren and she knew that she would still love him for years to come. That was all that mattered in her eyes. "It's hard when i feel like her death is partly my fault. Had I protected her more and not turned my back she wouldn't have died. That Roman girl would be dead right now." She hissed the last part out. It was true that if she had done that, Sam would be alive. Alicia despised the Romans even more after they killed Sam. When she heard Balt wanting peace she got angry and almost wanted to kill him. She likes and respects him as a leader but she also hates him. Alicia kissed him on the cheek softly. It was a sweet gesture showing her love to him. She did that a lot when they trained together. If he was doing a good job he got a kiss and if he did bad he didn't get one. Most of the time he got one mostly cuz Alicia liked to kiss him. It was an incentive for them both to do good while training. "I wonder what she would say right now." Alicia chuckled. She knew that Soren didn't know Sam very much so he might not know. "Probably something like 'suck it up. I'm still kicking'" Alicia chuckled after saying that hoping it would cheer her up. She needed to do something other than lead a camp for one day. It took a toll on her but she would rather be dead than not leading her camp. "Soren do you wanna go to a coffee shop or something. I need to do something." She moved so she could stand up on her feet and smiled down at soren. She put her hand out for him to hold it so she could help him up. She honestly wanted to go to a music store and listen to music the rest of the day but she wanted to do something that Soren wanted to do. @soren , words: 424

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